New city…new kilometers..
Since I came to USA I am trying to get as much as I can from this experience.. From people, classes, feedback, travels.. And every new travel, conference is a new challenge, new lecture, new experience… Love to discover, explore and make my personal world bigger and wider..
But… this Thanksgiving trip to Seattle does have another weight.. This time I have emotional challenge.. After almost 20 years I am going to see my aunt.. my cousins and even one cousin Jenifer which was born in USA and I have never seen her… My aunt, my mothers youngest sister escaped with her husband and children during the war from Bosnia and Herzegovina, first to Germany and then to USA.. and since then she have never been back to our country… to far, to expensive.. I have never visited her jet because of the same reasons…
Being part of this program, this opportunity opened to me, and we used it… Now as a grown person I now that I ll probably fall apart as a child in front of some old memories from my not so bright childhood period…
And I find it good… sometimes we get used not to be emotional, or we teach our self not to be touched… and I love to experience emotional things…that makes me know my self better and discover some inner weakness and strength that I haven’t seen before inside myself…
So in front is probably mirror of my childhood period which is going to be reflected on my adultery… And I find it as very interesting trip that I am going to make…
I hope it will be wonderful experience and you will let us know how it went when you come back.