New city…new kilometers..
Since I came to USA I am trying to get as much as I can from
this experience.. From people, classes, feedback, travels..
And every new travel, conference is a new challenge, new
lecture, new experience… Love to discover, explore and
make my personal world bigger and wider..
But… this Thanksgiving trip to Seattle does have
another weight.. This time I have emotional challenge..
After almost 20 years I am going to see my aunt.. my cousins
and even one cousin Jenifer which was born in USA and I have
never seen her… My aunt, my mothers youngest sister
escaped with her husband and children during the war from
Bosnia and Herzegovina, first to Germany and then to USA..
and since then she have never been back to our
country… to far, to expensive.. I have never visited
her jet because of the same reasons…
Being part of this program, this opportunity opened to me,
and we used it… Now as a grown person I now that I ll
probably fall apart as a child in front of some old memories
from my not so bright childhood period…
And I find it good… sometimes we get used not to be
emotional, or we teach our self not to be touched… and
I love to experience emotional things…that makes me
know my self better and discover some inner weakness and
strength that I haven’t seen before inside
myself…
So in front is probably mirror of my childhood period which
is going to be reflected on my adultery… And I find it
as very interesting trip that I am going to make…
I hope it will be wonderful experience and you will let us know how it went when you come back.